‘a boy carrying god’ is a project about the things we carry quietly.

It is a reflection on faith, grief, love, memory, and becoming — on the invisible weight we inherit, the people we carry with us after they are gone, and the parts of ourselves we are still learning how to understand.

hajimari is a collection of demos recorded between 2020 and 2026—a small archive of moments, thoughts, and feelings left untouched by time. Rather than revisiting or perfecting them, these recordings are presented as they were found: raw, honest, imperfect, and true.