a boy carrying god is a project about the things we carry quietly.

It is a reflection on faith, grief, love, memory, and becoming — on the invisible weight we inherit, the people we carry with us after they are gone, and the parts of ourselves we are still learning how to understand.

There is also a search for love woven through it — something mysterious and difficult to name. A longing for a connection that feels familiar before it can be explained, found somewhere between longing and recognition, in the spaces between two people, in what is said and what remains unsaid. A search for something that may be less about finding and more about remembering.

The songs exist somewhere between belief and doubt, tenderness and strength, presence and absence. They come from the places where words often fall short: the memory of someone loved, the ache of someone gone, the questions we carry about who we are, and the quiet hope that somewhere in all of it, there is something worth finding.

At the center of the project is the image of a boy carrying something greater than himself. Something sacred. Something heavy. Something he may not yet fully understand.

*a boy carrying god* is a collection of those moments — a small offering for love, loss, faith, longing, and the mysterious things we continue to carry in search of becoming whole.

Hajimari is a collection of demos recorded between 2020 and 2026—a small archive of moments, thoughts, and feelings left untouched by time. Rather than revisiting or perfecting them, these recordings are presented as they were found: raw, honest, imperfect, and true.

Each song captures a different season of life, tracing the quiet distance between who we were and who we are becoming. There is no attempt to hide the rough edges; they are part of the story. Voices crack, rooms breathe, and memories linger in the spaces between notes.

Though these songs come from different years, they share the same thread: a search for something real. Hajimari is both a farewell to the past and an opening toward what comes next—a reminder that every ending carries the shape of a beginning. The title reflects the EP's spirit: a beginning not marked by certainty, but by the courage to continue.

The Japanese word "hajimari" (はじまり) means "beginning," a fitting image for a work that looks back in order to move forward.